For three days my longing by Astrid Tholens 1999
has been to be with you
And yet each day has brought
new demons in my way
The demons of lawnmowers and chattering birds-songs
of brewing Kombucha with tantalizing herbs
of making corn bread & burgers with chili and curds
of computers needing servicing, starting a new connection
of emails and out-mails to friends and acquaintance
Of grand-children's births and the laughter of children
Of grand-children's births and the laughter of children
of those who have died, and the memory that lingers
of my three daughter's chatter and holiday's festivities
of sleepless nights, mini-seizures and pain
But soon, my heart, soon, we will meet once again
to feel the crispness of pure fresh mountain air
the warmth of the sun on mountain ice
only one hour to go, and I'll be home inside
To hold you in this breath,
to take you in
But soon, my heart, soon, we will meet once again
to feel the crispness of pure fresh mountain air
the warmth of the sun on mountain ice
only one hour to go, and I'll be home inside
To hold you in this breath,
to take you in
to savor that simple joy
of 'I am, I am'.